Yesterday was a track day.
I was NOT looking forward to it. As quitting time approached at work my stomach started tying up in knots. What a terrible feeling. I shouldn't dread running so much. The last two track sessions have been so mentally hard.
But, my trainer was meeting me at the track, and my brother was joining us, so I had to go.

So I ran.
400m
77, 76, 76, 79, 79, 79, 78, 78
Halfway through I convinced myself the track was not regulation distance. It didn't feel like regulation distance. It would explain why I was suddenly "faster." But, my brother jogged a lap with his GPS on, and it was on the nose. So, there's that.
I could have gone faster. I know that. I was putting up my target numbers while phoning it in. Well, okay, not phoning it in. But I wasn't putting in the effort I was putting in last week. It was way less hot this week, which is why my times were better. I should have pushed harder, but I didn't want to. Which is not a good sign. But my numbers were still good. Further proof that I rest on my laurels. Something to work on.
I was NOT looking forward to it. As quitting time approached at work my stomach started tying up in knots. What a terrible feeling. I shouldn't dread running so much. The last two track sessions have been so mentally hard.
But, my trainer was meeting me at the track, and my brother was joining us, so I had to go.

So I ran.
400m
77, 76, 76, 79, 79, 79, 78, 78
Halfway through I convinced myself the track was not regulation distance. It didn't feel like regulation distance. It would explain why I was suddenly "faster." But, my brother jogged a lap with his GPS on, and it was on the nose. So, there's that.
I could have gone faster. I know that. I was putting up my target numbers while phoning it in. Well, okay, not phoning it in. But I wasn't putting in the effort I was putting in last week. It was way less hot this week, which is why my times were better. I should have pushed harder, but I didn't want to. Which is not a good sign. But my numbers were still good. Further proof that I rest on my laurels. Something to work on.
That's a great quote, and while you may feel like you're phoning it in, you're consistently doing the work.
ReplyDeleteTonight I have to run faster - on 5 or 6 hills. This post single-handedly inspired me to push harder and kick my own ass. Thanks! You're a pretty rad source of inspiration!
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